Postpone-Punk Great Evil Within the Heads of Demons & Steve Albini.

For the month,
i'll be at rest.
i'll be back soon.

My Abyss Smiles Back.

this life is about having the bigger stick
somehow, i'm always caught with a straw
i gasp as i stand the edges
the world lashes while holding its sickle

restlessness holds me tirelessly
there's no more happy things to write
i lost all inspiration a while back
doesn't get much better then this

regret the forgetful
forget the regretful
there's never a time to be modest
there's never anyone ever honest
always some constant abuse
always theres numerous misuses
reservation for a song
singing for the wrong

doesn't anybody notice
the screaming in the night?
place the pin on the balloon
dressing up bravery in blue

in this mist of trying to be hated
in this great abyss its smiling
everyone love us more
without even trying

don't blink cause it might disappear
don't ever think that its ever too late
all of my vigor is applied with make-up
will i turn to destroy all of what i've create?

are you listening?
were you listening?
it's been written in stone
but be the one not to know

Cloning is Hilariously Dramatic.

I'm a nerd when it comes to spacey sci-fi movies.
So its an added bonus when they have Kevin Spacey in the mix.
Awesomely awesome.

FYI, Kevin Spacey's the robot, not the dude.

This Song is About Drugs.

Can you dig it?

Plastic Cowboy.

180 BPM!!!

This Month's Model.

April 2010

1. Boris + Merzbow - Sun Baked Snow Cave
2. Mean Jeans - Party Animal
3. Black Sabbath - War Pigs
4. Liars - There's Always a Room On the Broom
5. The Jesus and Mary Chain - Darklands
6. Yellow Swans - Sovereign
7. Primal Scream - Shoot Speed / Kill Light
8. Oasis - I Can See It Now
9. Exlovers - You Forget So Easily
10. Pixies - Allison
11. Titus Andronicus - My Time Outside the Womb
12. The Soft Pack - Answer to Yourself
13. Echobelly - Great Things
14. Sparklehorse - Good Morning Spider
15. Yummy Fur - Nancy Europe Kodak
16. Guided By Voices - Over the Neptune / Mesh Gear Fox
17. Sonic Youth - Sugar Kane
18. MGMT - Lady Dada's Nightmare
19. Buzzcocks - Boredom
20. The Replacements - Androgynous

Job Hunt - Hot Topic.

In the search for a job,
i'm becoming very desperate.
So i made a boring old job application,

a little more exciting.
if I don't get the job,
or at least a call back,

the kraken will be released!

this is it below.

Origami, Polaroids, and a Little Pedobear.

Lately, i haven't been saying much, only showing much. I look down at my blog, and see a lot of videos i been seeing on the tube. Really? So i thought i'd talk a little bit. Haven't done that in a while, though. It's only been the beginning of the decade so far, its like the boring part of that whole time frame really. People start acting weird and sink into the future trends that we'll laugh looking back in photographs. I'm already laugh at few already. It's only natural, i guess. I kinda wish they start making some polaroid film again, cause i'm already running out of it all. It looks good looking good on old film in a time when everything's digital.

Currently, i'm just listening to some old tunes i haven't listened to in a while: Slowdive, Jesus + Mary Chain, Beck, Franz Ferdinand, so on so forth, da, da, da, da... But also, there's band called 'Yummy Fur' that pretty good sounding, and i think there's a few good video making ideas out of that. But i'll get to it when i feel like it. There's a stack of origami paper laying next to my laptop screen, but i can only make so many cranes. I'd always trying making something new out of creativity, but the result is always WTF --> throw away. Drawing is fun for only so long. So is writing. It's like long-term popcorn in the making; every few often, i'll get a pop here and there, and collect it all until I get a full bag. So far, the bags kinda weak. I will hopefull get more by the time i finish music class. Perhaps.

Everytime, i go on my computer, i'm always annoyed that the only two places i go is either to my youtube channel to constantly check my channel stats, or check out music sites to keep me up to date on album releases + stuff. I kinda wish there more things to do besides video and music. 4chan can only entertain and shock you for so long, but pedobear always makes me laugh a little.

One day, i'll have a costume, just like his,
so i'll get all the children to play with me.
so to speak.

Champ is the Name.

Meter Fail.

Popcorn.

In Colour.



Coming soon...

A Mixture of Silence & Rage.

This is good depection of how i'm feeling. Now.

How to Use A Green Screen.

Saturday Night.

I Still Love You, Riot Shield.

A Bunch of White People Dancing.

Julian Casablancas + Boombox = HOLY SHIT.

Teh Pwnerer Lives!

The first episode of Pure Pwnage came out on the net.
It's pretty good, compared with the original web series.
Just wish they brought back Dave.
He's pro at cooking.

Where Did You Ever Go, Billy Idol?

I miss old time punk rock.
Before the eyeliner and teenage angst came in the picture.

What Ever Happened to Jack the Ripper?

Only Written In Binary.

Tron.
The legend that is oh, so awesome.
That's why in the trailer,
its only spelled in capital letters.
TRON.

Teamwork!

If I ever had a sidekick,
This is what I want him/her to be like.

Good Fox, Good Music.

Since the start of the year 2000,
the genre of electronic music and dance-punk
exploded off the air waves.
I don't prefur the sound of electronic beats,
but its a nice listen.
Kitsune!

Fooling For the Second Time.

...shoot. shame on me this time.

Lords of Yeast and Dairy-anous Products.

I thought it was a pretty good movie.
Go watch it, though your ways of illegal downloading.
(But do that on your own time.)

I could go for some country balls.
Heard they taste pretty sweet.
Just wonder how they glue it together.

White People Needs Indie.

From the site, "Stuff White People Like" :

"If you want to understand white people, you need to understand indie music. As mentioned before, white people hate anything that’s “mainstream” and are desperate to find things that are more genuine, unique, and reflective of their experiences. Fortunately, they have independent music.

A white person’s iPod (formerly CD collection) is not merely an assemblage of music that they enjoy. It is what defines them as a person. They are always on the look out for the latest hot band that no one has heard of so that one day, they can hit it just right and be into a band BEFORE they are featured in an Apple commercial. To a white person, being a fan of a band before they get popular is one of the most important things they can do with their life. They can hold it over their friends forever!

But BE WARNED, talking about Indie Music with white people is perhaps the most dangerous subject you touch upon. One false move and you will lose their respect and admiration forever. Here are some general rules:

-If you mention a band you like and the other person has heard of them,
you lose. They own you.

-It is essential that you like the most obscure music possible."

As a born and raised white person, all of this written above is quite true. Indie music is the unofficial piece of gold white people need everyday, of every second. It is quite a sensitive subject for us to talk about, so be careful!

Merzbow.

Paranormal Activity was medicore.
This my reaction to it.

As Foretold by Nostradamus.

This Month's Model.

March 2010.


1. Two Door Cinema Club - Underground Martyn
2. LCD Soundsystem - All My Friends
3. Tricky - Black Steel
4. Pretty Girls Make Graves - The New Romance
5. Big Black - Bad Penny
6. Dead Kennedys - Let's Lynch the Landlord
7. Suicide - Rocket USA
8. Black Flag - Damaged II
9. Sonic Youth - Silver Rocket
10. Radiohead - No Apologies
11. Pulp - Cocaine Socialism
12. Coaltar of the Deepers - Sueisfine
13. One Hundred Hurricanes - Duke Hat
14. Hard-Fi - Stars of CCTV
15. Boris - Woman on the Screen

What Ever Happened to Julian Huxley?

...and evolution still ceases to show.

Cigarettes Along the Ashtray.

Sitting, waiting, looking, talking, staring, glaring, smelling, leaning, seeing, resting, wonder, ponder, pointing into yonder. Nothing much happening in these past few days. Olympics. Hoo-Hah. School. Hell-hole. Money. Low. Gas. Expensive. Volume. High. Call of Duty. Everyday. Climate. Cool. Toliet Paper. Gone. Simply, simply, simply, nothing much to say. Nothing much to do. So await, sedate, extrapolate for fate to deliver some worth exciting to happen.

Starting.

Mindless Banter, Session 6.

Shades of blue pick the toes of all my feet,
and the weather surrenders into the frost.
Palms closed, and my eyes wide shut
to see somber in another life,
caught and stumbled onto the quagmire,
strife found its way through
every single drop stars shed in melancholy.
I think i've made it into the other side of things,
still, i don't believe you know my name.
The center caught up to my feet
and i'm back in the crowd.
It was only then i felt the first drop on my back.

100,001!

Accomplishment for me,
Compared to others, its minimum.

Olympic Dreams.

Well, there goes that possiblility.

Game.

Now you shall play the game.

What Ever Happened to William Hung?

He also had a bitchin' yellow backpack.

Learning About Diversity.

Hooray for Stereotypes!

What?!? 9000?

God, I miss the 22-minutes of screaming orgasm of dragonballs.

Dotted Lines & Jellyfish Speak for Paramours.

Romance is Boring.

The Valentine's Day tradition for me.
This will be its 6th year.
Enjoy.

"Really, I’ve never noticed a girl like you before.
Obdurate hearts like mine has never came across these unfamiliar plains.
Maybe, it’s only just my thoughts thinking louder then logic will allow.
As I’m hoping that these ideas would just go away.
Nothing spectacular about the way you dress or the way your face is shaped.
Could just be the lighting in the room or the sunlight though the glass
Either way, emotions will always steer us the wrong way.
I’m convinced that romance is boring.
Somehow, for a moment, I caught you smiling as you caught me staring.
Nothing got me so invigorated then the sounds of my heartbeat thumping
Elements of affliction surfaced in my mind but I wouldn’t let these thoughts show.
Vivid in every single color, I’d wish to find us a fairy tale ending.
Eighty-seven times I tried writing it all out so you’d understand.
Right or just mistaken, I just would like to tell you in every single way
But just don’t think of me in the worst of intentions;
Only if romance wasn’t so complicated.
Roses or chocolate always seems too generic these days.
I know that everyone wants something close to heart
Nevertheless, I went and gathered all the pocket change collected,
Gone to the department stores to buy her things shaped in crystal.
Waiting for tomorrow, I wished to see the delighted look on your face.
Hoping to hold you along my chest and dance so ever after;
Even if romance wasn’t so expansive.
Now I stand in an array of swirling colors, as I’m entering your presence.
You glanced and waltzed your way with a white glow following your every move.
Only this time, I found my hands stuck deep in mid-air, calling your name.
Unfortunately, you never heard, and some other guy whisked you away.
Rolling over back into the crossroads, as I fold back along the frosty winds,
Ever so, I wished to think this wasn’t the ending fate had created
As her shining glare burns my hopes in to carbonic ash.
Romance, I found, is not always for the one who desires it most;
Or for the dresses up and wait for its call to arrive.
Underneath all the heartbreak and short-comings, hearts of paramours continue on
Never look back to regret, but always venture into unknown.
Don’t ever think romance is ever boring. "

Or Something...

Return to the Masses!

But where's Julian?

Driving Made Easy.

Driving test would be a lot easier automated.
Better then waking up 5 in morning and wait over three hours,
to find out the DMV's closed due to toxic fumes spreading.
(Turned out to be a homemade meth lab.)

What Ever Happened to Pete & Pete?

Noodles Are The Strings Of The Lord.

In the beginning, He created the earth below, the heavens above, and everything in between. He passed on his word through his followers, through his miracles, and through His books preserving stories and his spoken word. I’m talking of course about the Flying Spaghetti Monster and Pastafarianism, but if you know about Catholicism, you’d see there’s already a similarity between the two. Both are considered to be “a truth” of the creation of life & everything in existence; a guideline on how life should be lived, and a teaching of morals for living one’s life. However, the truth is, Catholicism was created by handful of people long ago to bring people together by their beliefs; Pastafarianism is in fact a parody of modern religion, created to challenge the decision to require teaching of intelligent design as an alternative to evolution in public schools in Kansas. Its written creator,Bobby Henderson, wrote the idea of the Flying Spaghetti as a practical joke toward people who took religion too seriously . But then again, religion is quite a practical joke to begin with anyway...
Once again, in the beginning of the earth, Catholics believe God created the world, the heavens, and all of existence in six days, and finally resting for the seventh day, where all believers gather to praise his gift of creation. The story carries on though stories, revealing conflict between the first few humans, (for example, the story of Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden and the first temptation of man) in light of showing the correct morals and revealing the temptation of the devil and all alike. Through hardship and conflict, the Lord tests the faith of their followers, even in a flawed earth. And in the afterlife, depending on how we lived our life, we can choose between living in eternal paradise in the clouds of Heaven, or suffer in the flames of hell. These stories and books written by a handful of writers/followers of the Lord would later become the Old Testament in the Bible.
For the Pastafarians, the beginning of creation was somewhat similar. It starts with the creation of the universe by an invisible and undetectable Flying Spaghetti Monster. On the first day, He separated the water from the heavens and on the second, he created land, as he could not tread water for long and grew tired of flying. With land, he also created a volcano spewing beer, and the satisfied Flying Spaghetti Monster drank from the volcano and awoke on the third day hungover. The Monster's intoxication was the cause for a flawed Earth, and on this day, the Flying Spaghetti Monster spawned a little midget, which he later named Man. Man and an equally short woman lived happily in the Olive Garden of Eden. When we reach the end of our lives, the Monster promises a paradise in Heaven, which contains a beer volcano and a stripper factory. Hell is similar to the heaven, except that the beer is stale and the strippers have STDs. As a test of faith to all Pastafarians, the creation of evolution was planted by the Flying Spaghetti Monster. These stories are recorded in, “The Gospel of the Flying Spaghetti Monster.” Both the Bible and “The Gospel” can be bought at any bookstore for the right price, of course.
Like many religions, it has traditions, such as commandments, holidays, and ceremonies celebrating saints, martyrs, and most importantly angels, who inspire miracles; and on the Catholic Calendar, such as Lent, Pentecost, St. Patrick’s Day, Easter, and the most popular one is the birth of Christ, also known as, Christmas. In the Catholic Community, they live by the Ten Commandments, brought down from Mount Sinai by Moses, that are simple to understand and are abided by those who aren’t Catholic. At the house of their worship, they read from the Bible and similar traditions practiced since the time of Jesus Christ, the human form of the Lord. And at the end of every prayer read to thank the Lord above, they conclude it with ‘Amen.’
In the Pastafarianism world, it is very similar. Where Catholicism has saints and angels, Pastafarianism has pirates, as they are considered, “peace-loving explorers and spreaders of good will" who distributed candy to small children (Henderson, Open Letter). Due to the decreasing numbers of ‘good ol’, fun-loving pirates,’ the Flying Spaghetti Monster responded by increasing global temperatures, causing global warming everywhere (parodying the rule ‘correlation does not equal causation’). Proof of this relationship with the observation is that “many people dress up as pirates for Halloween, and the months following October 31 are generally cooler than those that precede it” (Henderson, Gospel). They also have a handful of holidays, such as “International Talk Like a Pirate Day” (which is actually on September 19) and a vaguely entitled, “Holiday.” Holiday does not take place on a specific date and there are no specific requirements for Holiday (which parodies everyone saying “Happy Holidays” in the clump of holidays, such as Christmas, Hanukkah and Kwanzaa). Like the Ten Commandments, they have the Eight "I'd Really Rather You Didn'ts," brought down from Mount Salsa by pirate Captain Mosey, which obviously parodies what most religions are actually doing, both intentionally and unintentionally. While there are no churches to celebrate His Noodly Goodness, as read in the Sixth “I Really Rather You Didn’ts,” they conclude each prayer with the word of Noodle, “R’ Amen.”
After many generations passing, and centuries go by with conflict and wars declared in the name of one’s religion, human nature doesn’t often change. Sometimes, it takes a joke to point out the irony in what is something sacred and cherished upon on human beliefs. While the nouns and the adjectives between both Catholicism and Pastafarianism are extremely different on how it is presented and written, the verbs, the actions, and the symbolism connects the two, and presents a façade of modern religion. While the world itself isn’t perfect, and that it holds many scattered ideas of its creation; we must remember is that, Religion was created as a guideline to live life at its fullest. Regardless, we must respect others, whoever they are or what they believe in, as it is not the religion that defines the person, it is the choices they make. “Only this and forever more, R’Amen.”

Rat is God.

Losers of the world, unite!

What Ever Happened to Mavis Beacon?

I'll Be Missing You, Mr. Salinger.

The person who taught me the world is full of phonies and hypocrites;
The guy who never offered to give an introduction;

The poet who never wanted to look back in anger, nor in regret;

The author who wrote for the new generation;


Where you're going, there will be no phonies.
Rest in Peace, good sir...

J.D. Salinger
January 1, 1919 - January 27, 2010

Thank God for Beer.

Haven't been on for a while, because my computer was in the shop, getting the good motherboard replaced. Still freezes and the same crashes still happens ever so. So far, i went back to writing and putting the video-making on hold for a while. I just finished a paper on how the Flying Spaghetti Monster could kick the ass out of any holy deity. A paradise that includes a stripper factory and a volcano spewing beer. Currently I'm watching a long string of commercials with talking babies, endless tortilla chips, horses carring beer, houses made of beer, drunken nights caused by beer, and beer, beer and more beer. Super.

Thank You, Geek Squad!

Thank you, geek squad for finally fixing my computer.
sorry, about the car, though.
seriously, get some jet packs or something.

This Month's Model.

Feburary 2010.


1. Pin Me Down - Time Crisis
2. Jupiter One - Countdown
3. Arcade Fire - Neighborhood #3 (Power Out)
4. Metric - Empty
5. Broken Social Scene - 7/4 Shoreline
6. The Soft Pack - Extinction
7. Monster Movie - Sweet Lemonade
8. Blur - Colin Zeal
9. Metronomy - Radio Ladio
10. Cocteau Twins - Shallow Then Halo
11. Boris - My Machine
12. Underworld - Capa's Last Transmission Home
13. The Horrors - Mirror's Image
14. The Courteeners - No You Didn't, No You Don't
15. Novels (Luke Lalonde) - Big Run
16. Liars - I Still Can See An Outside World
17. Vampire Weekend - Cousins
18. Thee Vicars - Mindless Squares
19. Ash - Arcadia
20. Animal Collective - Also Frightened

Now I think about it,
Emma Peel was the hottest thing to come out of Britain,
since Margaret Thatcher.

Synthesizers Are So Last Decade.

I hear today's music, more and more because there's really not a lot of outlets of modern music today, and i hear more electronics, more processed beats, more synthesized machines, and more cliche pop tunes thats just covered in a electronic coat. Eventually, what was once new and refreshing because all too familiar and redundant to the eyes and the ears. I'm become to miss those old guitars and old fashioned guitar riffs and garage sound that ruled this once dirty, trash-ridden, graffti-cursed, yet beautiful music city in all fives. Really, i'm waiting for the next new thing that will wash away this dreaded music, and if that thing is as bad as the one now, then i'll make a new one if I have to. And after that becomes redundant, i'm sure those old synthesizers will make its comeback too. Either that, or the end of the world.

What Ever Happened to the Winnipeg Jets?

I surely wish the Jets make a return with trimuph.
Not only for Winnipeg, but for Canada!

Come Saturday.

LA was over on saturday,
and i flew out though the sunset.

What Ever Happened to Twee + Arts & Crafts?

No, wait.
All of the above have yet to leave the scene yet.
Well, at least in Canada.

Children of History.

everything is different
when everything has change
what can I do now?
when they won't come back to you.
i remembered my friends,
as i sat in the classroom.
they manage to go,
without a stop in the bathroom.

we knew so much,
but they all forgot
we left, in ten years,
yet everything is lost.

fallen for
what we once knew,
we can't make things
come back to reappear.
wristwatches and turntables
won't turn time back for you.
but we shall never forget
what we had to go though.

i once had it all
when my mind was electric.
using the correct use of soap
i guess i didn't expect it.

eyes so achromatic
words so automatic
sounds in quiescent
a smile so radiant
tremors shake the mind
schoolgirls make it right
more dead then alive
no pretty sights

riding through the years
on a train, fast as it goes
making though the roaring sea
on a ship just floating down.
i'd take it back for a day
just for you to know
that its love
that pull the heart to its grave.

Could It Be? It Couldn't Be...

Mindless Banter, session 5.

i wish to waltz on the sea,
as i glance and stride where the waves take me.
i only ponder, and where thoughts go out to yonder.
I feel the clouds missing where rain should be.
nevertheless, the crack and the whip comes only closer
and the skin on the face of everyone becomes so unique,
i only wonder to see them all.
so far the ones i remember become all too familiar,
the ones i can't forget,
as i only wish to see them again.
water is always transparent,
but the soul remains too thick to see.
i only wonder to see them all.
as mine dances away in the bluest of the sea.

What Ever Happened to Death From Above?

They were probably the greatest band ever that should get back together.
Well, second only to the beatles,
only if zombies of John and George's corpse come back,
with a guitar in one hand,
and Paul's head in the other.

The Beach.

The beach is quite pretty.
Even in the winter time.

Talking Out of Hockey Sticks & 3rd Period Hits.

What Ever Happened to Keith Levene + Jah Wobble?

More innovative then Johnny ever was,
where did they ever go?

Off in Disneyland.