On The Ledge of Sanity.

funny. I never thought, i'd get this old. But its far from strange at this point. And my mind is getting quite daft and cold. Everything feels so misplaced, as I can't relax. And I can't quite get a hold of anything authentic. Really, I'm at the mercy of a breaking point, I feel I have no control over, but i can only blame everybody else. I hate this. I hate this so much. this joke doesn't need a punchline, cause i'm though. (sigh)