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Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Why You And So Mad?

After a day of work, there was a lot of emotions flying everywhere that involves a lot of shouting. But mainly it was anger, hate or frustration of some kind. Even me, I spend the day angry at this intern I really REALLY dislike mainly because she rubs me the wrong way, like when I'm done something wrong, she'll come out of nowhere and echo the annoying lecture into my ear again, in an attitude like she's talking down at me. I mean, it feels like the office is starting to side with her or something, I just rather look at a different side with that and just forget about it, and have some kind of temperence with that...

Continuing on the moody side of things, our super cool dept. is in of somewhat of a foul mood after another dept. starting dishing it out on us. I only heard about it at just a few hours ago, what the whole situation is, and it only made me realize about that part in the movie 'Submarine' where protaganist explains that human beings can't hear ultrasound frequency and can't conclusively identify what other people are truly thinking or feeling. I can't even CONCLUSIVELY identify or even come close what others could feel. That single strain of though constantly gets at me like a dog muzzling at my leg or something.





And when I re-read that post and think about that intern, it makes me think if I just repeating what million other people like me feel, and I'm just a statistic just like one of those. You know, I'm just lumped into one of "those" people and others think too much of it. Blame it on the intern.

Also on the topic of anger, Red Sox lost in the last inning after leading for the longest time, and the Rays pulled off an unlikely comeback after being down by 7 runs in 8 straight innings, before winning in the 12th inning. Whichs means the Red Sox are out of the post-season. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. F**k baseball. Hockey season is here anyway.

2 comments:

  1. Looking inward and into the past, fuck. Seriously, just. fuck.

    Just thought I'd check up on you. Seems like you have been doing well, I'm glad. Everything on this end of the spectrum haven't been so great, and I'm struggling to hold on to what little there is left. However, it's a breathe of fresh air.

    Honestly, every time I come back to this blog, it's overwhelming. It really makes me sick with nostalgia. I'm glad you haven't truly disappeared off the face of the earth, but your business is none of mine.

    Thanks for the memories, and keep in touch old friend. I'll pop in every now and again.

    -NT

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