This Month's Model.

February 2014

1. Drowners - Ways to Phrase a Rejection
2. Hospitality - Rockets & Jets
3. The Smiths - The Night Has Opened My Eyes
4. Hatcham Social - Lion With A Lazer Gun
5. Communions - Cobblestone
6. Swim Deep - Honey
7. Toy - Conductor
8. Teenage Cool Kids - Foreign Lands
9. The Chemical Brothers - The State We're In
10. Public Access T.V. - Monaco
11. No Joy - You Girls Smoke Cigarettes?
12. Babes - Modern Lover
13. Cheatahs - Northern Exposure
14. Drop Nineteens - Kissing the Sea

A Thought About Time in the 4th Dimension.

I saw was a post on reddit jokingly saying how time was like a circle, but it got me thinking about the axis of time (the 4th dimension), as I have always believed to be more of a single axis straight line.
(To be quick, 1st dimension is a single line only going one way or another; 2nd dimension is more a flat plain of field going left/right & forward/back: 3rd dimension is the state we live in where besides left/right, forward/back, we can move up/down; 4th dimension is considered as time as it goes either to the past or the future, or pretty much a 4th way of a direction in our universe.)
However, upon the consideration of alternate universes, in which the variations of possible outcomes increase with the forward of time, it makes me think that time is actually more like a triangle then a line.
For example, in a family tree, the amount of people grow though generation looking kind of a triangle, with each person on that tree able to change its fate between getting many SOs & have a buttload of kids or sadly die alone. However, at the 1st generation that person has limited opinion to change much as the possibilities will only grow after each generation.
I dunno, maybe there is probably a deeper meaning to everything to things we do not understand. Or maybe this fact already exist. But for now it was just a thought that just came to me and I'm open to discussion.

You Only Notice The Buildings When They Tear It Down.

Death is greatly underestimated in its omnipresence and its blow to the ones you know. A classmate of mine, never really close, but would smile and share a chuckle or two. Seemingly the happy-go-lucky guy but would tell you when somethings isn't right or the morals in it isn't there. Was family-close guy, knew what he wanted and always accepted the just of things. He was a good if not a great person. And it's weird you only notice these things when actually leave suddenly.
There wasn't really a thought if he'd be the one to leave so soon. I'd really thought it would a bunch of other people who would be the first to meet the man in the black cloak, myself included. The choice of the roulette wheel favours no one.
'All farewells should be sudden but only if we suddenly prevail.'

In the Hopes That Dreams Do Come True & Buffalo Wings.

For as long as I can remember, I always keep a book with me in case I need to make a note of something. As a reference, please watch that scene in Memento (by Christopher Nolan) where the chick takes all the pens in the house, talks smack to the guy who can't remember anything and watching him trying to make note of it before he forgets, in which he does.

One of these pages I try to keep close with me, is my bucket list, cause in life, you got to have goals or some sort of plan to keep your life meaningful and not to suck. On the list are some realistic goals while others are pretty far out of reach:

1. Move away from the town I grew up in. (aka Planning my prison break)
2. Meet Bill Murray before he loses his Murray-ness to time.
3. Get Knighted by the Queen (or King) and everyone around me HAS to refer to me as 'Sir' (but mainly to be a British Nobleman)
4. Ride the Vomit Comet (experience zero G)
5. Pudding Wrestling with some chick
6. Treat Mother to eat some buffalo wings at Hooters
7. Go to the Westboro Baptist Church in Topeka and give them the finger
8. The Ramen Museum in Yokohama, outside of Tokyo somewhere...

But keep in mind, Don't stop believin.

This Is Why Everyone Tells You Not to Drink the Kool-Aid.

I was reading up upon something, I forgot what, but it lead to a wikipedia spiral that ended up this article. Jim Jones seemed like that outcast that became in love with himself, his church that defined cults, and a promised world that would deliver those to Russia. It's interesting how someone can promise you all the good things in life only to spoil it with a sip of grape flavoured poison.

Caught in a Prime Directive State.

At times, the 4th dimension creates an internal conflict in all of us. I mean the delusion of time and of age. I look around and seeing what everyone else is doing. I scroll though the pictures and watch the videos, and I can't help but to walk along the same roads they were, but its never the same feeling or maintains that same notion. The 20s will go by very fast, or so I hear as my facial hair refuses to stop growing or something. I'd kinda wished I would be 13 forever.
When I kinda think about it, I first always wanted to be an astronaut. To move around in zero G, to ride the rocket out of the earth and explore the cosmic unknown. To boldly go where no man has gone before! But first we have to accomplish creating a craft that can reach and with stand warp speeds. Otherwise, were Prime Directive state.....  I talk too much.
But can't stop trying to make something. Regardless of how much will look goofy. Goofy is what I know. And possibly the best of Mickey Mouse characters, though how he can talk and not Pluto hits my head. Like a honeycomb Saturn afternoon.  

Understanding What the Smiths Were Talking About.

What can I say when there many synonyms to describe sorrow and misfortune. As facebook was created to watch the success of those peers. To make themselves feel special and unique. To feel as if life was not being wasted and to leave those who don't behind to taste the dirt around them.  For my bitterness is self-affected with only the winds from the moon and the night around will come to console or attack what I have left on the surface. As I don't think I'm strong enough to overcome the height of stands in front of me, there's nothing else I can do for it will burn within me until it can swallow me into the smolder of perished.

The Creation of Impressing the Modern Man, Years Ago.

If you were to see this movie now, you wouldn't have noticed its landmark ingenuity or its impact of film and technology. If you were there those years ago, you'd think how badass Stanley Kubrick was is. He predicted the iPad, video calling, and the idea of a moon colony. C'MON!